I have over come

In life we live threw each new trial with some sort of new found strength. I have over come a great deal in my life. Most brought on by myself. And I have fought it, all of it. This has made me the woman I am today. The woman who writes, the woman who laughs, the woman who cries. I cry for a lot these days. I cry for my daughter, I cry for my husband. I cry for an incredible man, who fights more than all of us combined do. He does it Dailey. He has strength unsurpassed. I find myself in an odd way. Lost, yet secure. On a path I have no idea were it goes, yet I follow it with utter faith that I am headed right. My husband told me tonight that he is confused. You see about two weeks ago I moved out of our house, I separated our paths. They have been joined for more than 10 years. To start my own. My very own, no tag along. Well except for my girl, but she doesn't count on this independent journey. She is me, my life force, and I miss her horribly. I can not find a way to explain to the man what I need. Why this is what I must do. I can not find the words. They are lodged in my head. As lost to me as my heart.

this is right, I know it is. This will make me strong, as all things do. Liberation!!!